To day should have been our first u/s app. I would have been about 7-8 weeks. I felt like crap yesterday thinking about today. So instead I get to go to the rheumatologists office and get my lab results. I am not looking forward to going in there because I know I am going to rip them a new asshole after how they treated me on the phone yesterday. I am also pissed off today because I am so sick of seeing someones posts on Facebook regarding their own pregnancy. I am so upset that all she keeps writing is how she is so "done" being pregnant and feels like crap. Just be happy you are even pregnant, and with your second child!! And you still aren't married and never married the first guy!!! I know that sounds mean but seriously!! I'm over it!!
The only thing that makes me smile just a little is reading the posts on my miscarriage website. I enjoy talking to those gals because they can all relate. It drives Ryan nuts I think. Only because I sit only the internet on my phone every night now. I did make a post today that put some hope into my heart.....My horoscope sounded promising....
"If your days have been challenging lately,if your mood has been gloomy and somewhat pessimistic, have faith because all that is about to change for the better. The cosmic forecast for your sign shows that the dark clouds will come shining through, with very little chance of conflict and difficulty. Smile, Capricorn. You've been through the worst of the storm. The beginning of this year may not have been the very best for you, but it's all about to become significantly better."
God had a better Plan.... Newlyweds just wanting to start a family. The family that they have talked about for the past 6 years. A husband and wife whom have been through their fair share of rollercoaster rides has decided that the love they have built up for one another is now ready to be shared with their Biggest Dream......
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